I woke up to question myself
I thought something was wrong with me
The rejection was outcast
Confusion was a task,
and weakness was a part.

Letting feelings define my destiny
Surely that happened without intensity
I didn’t feel any sense of belonging
What was wrong with ignoring it?
Some may say it’s amazing.

I’ve always been odd
trying to fill up the void.
Not knowing he had already called,
how could I not have rolled.

So engraved in changing
So indulged in blaming
So profound in praying

But all was worth nothing,
Because I didn’t know I was me!