I never asked for it
I never begged for it
I never chase it
But it came to me.

Yes you warned me against it
But I thought you were just jealous
Yes you showed me the results
But I wasn’t paying much attention.

You gave up so easily,
Unaware that you were giving me much freedom
Only if you were patient, I wouldn’t have gotten myself into this.

Yes I did it but it’s not my fault
What did you do when I told you to get the hell out of my way?
What did you do when I told you to mind your own business?
What did you do when I told you to stop being my life controller?
Well you did exactly as I told you.
So much for being a parent
You knew you weren’t my life controller yet you allowed me to rule you.