Every day I wish the next day does not come
so people won’t see my sorrow.
When the sun comes out, shines,
it brings warmness
but my body shivers.
The sunlight scares me
because it shows my scars.

Sometimes I forget that
I have to smile, due to the pain
I feel inside.
When I smile, I hide myself
cause smiling is a crime to me.

Happiness is just an untold
story to me.
I would long to see the night
where I would go back
to my home.

The one I live in sorrow and pain
where tears are my water.

I smile no more.