How I wish I could change the situation.
When I said something, it felt like I said nothing at all.
My screams were not heard:
They all refused to listen.
This is all my fault.
Maybe if I screamed harder or spoke louder,
Then they would’ve been heard,
They would’ve listened,
Maybe none of this would’ve happened.
This is all my fault,
I let it happen,
I didn’t stop it from happening.
I give in so easily,
I didn’t fight back,
I let the honour I had left be taken away from me.
I thought it was the right thing –
It felt like the right thing.