I wish I could leave him
But he’s what my heart wants
Maybe I’m too desperate to be loved
What if I’m too desperate for his love
But I’m tired of asking for apologies when I did no wrong
I feel like I don’t belong
But he’s what my heart wants
Yes he makes me cry

Yes he does me wrong
But I always apologise for his mistakes
He never gave me a shoulder to cry on
Nor a pillow to comfort me
My pen and paper are my only lovers and friends
Because they’ll never disappoint me
They’ll never make me apologise when I did no wrong
They’ll never judge me for my background

They’ll always love and appreciate me the way I am
They’ll never leave me
But he will
I wish I could leave him
But my heart and mind keep on debating
They keep on asking each other questions
That are always left unanswered
Does he belong to you?
Does he love you?

Maybe I should leave him
I wish I could leave him
But he’s what my heart wants.