I lied and said I was busy
I was busy
But not in a way most people understand
I was busy taking deeper thoughts
I was busy silencing irrational thoughts
I was busy calming a racing heart
I was busy telling myself I’m okay
But my thoughts destroyed me
I tried to remain silent
But silence killed me
I was busy wiping my wet tears
I was busy wandering like a lonely cloud
I was busy trying to erase everything
Sometimes this is my busy hope you understand