I wish I could find happiness one day.
I’m in pain. I don’t know where to start
or to begin with my life. I have
no one to hold on to, I’m alone.
I’m lonely and I’m friendless.
I sometimes think that I might be cursed.

Can’t this curse leave me already?
Can’t I be happy? God make a way.
I need your help. I’m lost.
I’m confused, I don’t know where I stand.

Why is my life like this, what have I done?
I thought I had found love. I thought I’ve
found happiness but I was lying to myself.
I thought I was happy. I thought I was living
the life and worth it but I was lying to myself.

What’s next for me in line, death?
Since I’ve suffered enough, why don’t I just
rest? Why don’t I lay down and never wake up?
Why do I need to feel the pain that worsens
every day? The pains build every day.
Every night I go to bed crying not knowing what to do .

I feel neglected. I feel depressed. I feel lost. I feel
unworthy. I feel useless I just want to rest
and never wake up…