For what reason am I alive?
For what reason am I breathing?
Had I killed myself, I wouldn’t be suffering this way.
Had I killed myself.

What did I do to deserve this?
Did I kill someone?
Did I hurt someone?
Had I killed myself.

I wouldn’t be experiencing so much failure,
I wouldn’t be going through so much failure,
I wouldn’t be facing this pain,
I wouldn’t be going through so much pain.
Had I killed myself.