My brain wants to explode.
While my heart withholds
but my mind wants to reload.
While I look so bold
I just have not told.

My feelings no longer react
hence my reactions relaxes
But my emotions depends,
and I canโ€™t just pretend
because itโ€™s hard to mend.

While my heart fills up
with sadness that wonโ€™t lift up
emotions also build up.
This turmoil is way up,
and feelings turn up.

Yes, eyes have not seen,
and ears have not heard,
but my thoughts do intend
the only question I will ask.
For how long will I cry?