I want to, I can
But when I have to… fear takes over
Is it me or is it you?
Is it the idea of us?
I don’t know
I honestly prefer you!
Want you!
And need you
You are to me
My all in one package
A little too perfect in fact
Maybe that is why I am sitting on the fence
Undecided, unsure, unwilling
Should I let you in?
Or just leave you out?
I fear all that I do not know about you
Your skeletons
Your ex-lovers
Your indiscretions
Your past
Your extended family
Your true nature
Who are you exactly?
Besides being the Man of my dreams
Or sometimes the man in my dreams
The man that I love
I want to allow myself
To be with you
But the fear is just too great