The ones I try so desperately to please,
Are the ones that have disappointed me.
I keep following those who don’t intend to love.
Why am I still seeking approval from places,
Where I will never be enough.
Why am I still seeking love in people,
Who don’t approve my love.
I keep seeking approval and love,
But I get disappointments and heartbreaks.
I keep seeking approval to prove my love,
To prove my self-worth and love.
No matter how hard I try to love.
No matter how far I go.
Still I get “disappointment”.
Still I have to cry for love.
I get disappointed by love…
But I didn’t choose not to love.
I get disappointed by those I love…
But I didn’t choose to hate or discriminate.
Yes! That’s disappointment.
Yes! I know love makes us love.
Sometimes love makes us happy and special,
And it has lot of heartbreaks and disappointments.