I have disrupted the view of your full moon.
I wish I could write the same thing again
But I am a coward.
I should be saying this to your face.

I am not writing a letter,
But if I knew how to write it, I would.
You’d talk me out of running from my problems.
You’d make me face the future without her.

And you’d to help make me the best man
I could possibly be.
The same way as she did before.
I am absolutely terrified of failing you both again
So I am leaving.
I don’t want to let you down once more.

Than to let you down for the rest of your life.
I hope it’s the happiest life without me
Because you anonymously are an amazing woman.
You are a mediocre player and my best friend
With great love and respect
Oscar… sealed with a
I will not be leaving again.