This I joined
Hoping to find peace
But my mind has never been at ease
I don’t have the keys
To things that pays
Orders are many
Duties I will never be merry
My energy was drained
For I use little brains
I’m lost in the maze
Maze of this organisation
I’m dizzy and hazy
I can’t figure my future
My life will never be pure
For I joined for sure
I’m gripped by denial
I drink to kill not to fill
Every time I am depressed
Suppression is the order