When I start to open my eyes in the morning,
the pressure weighs on me
When I become sleepy at night my mind starts
wondering and worrying,
When the moon and stars glow in harmony
tears in my eyes are glistening,
The feeling of emptiness unbearable
and the feeling of fear incurable
The cheeks filled with sadness, so that even positive thoughts
end up being worthless
In my life there is only darkness, hope already lost
fantasizing about greatness
The clock ticking, the blood slowly flowing
something inside like flowers in winter dying,
The wish is disappearing, the pillow flooding
because of the inevitable pain rising
Even the powerful lord just watching
me being miserable, doleful and my agony shining.