I thought I was normal
I thought I was attracted to boys,
like any other girl
But I wasnโ€™t

I thought I loved boys
But that was only in my head
My head told me boys liked me
My heart was against my head

Sometimes when I was alone
I would think of who I was
And not find me anywhere inside me
But my feelings were different

I tried dating different boys
I tried showing love and affection
Towards males
But I would eventually loose interest

Before I knew I was a lesbian,
I was caught between a rock
and a hard place
Arguing with my feelings

But this is me today
Expressing how I was before
I finally found myself inside me
Now I know
I am a lesbian