I know it’s sinful, oh God
To question your existence, father
Yet, I seek forgiveness
For circumstances compel me to
I wish I could stop, but is it that easy, Lord?
I am challenged, tempted and tried, Jehovah
I feel so lonely and…
I ask the same questions my entire life
Where is God when I go through these moments?
Does he care?
Is He seeing me?
Does He consider me to be one of His children?
I wonder…
Why does He allow ALL these calamities to befall me?
WHY ME?
Still births are my hymns…
So does my mind.
My heart is faint,
It gives in to hatred, grudges, anger and evil desires
It’s blackened by unforeseen circumstances
It’s vandalised by fate
Worsened by devils who sit to plan other peoples’ downfall
Hence I ask the same century-old question,
Where are you, Father?
My pillow bears witness to my life’s sorrows
I know it’s sinful to ask you, dear father
But allow me this ONE more time,
Where are you when I walk in the valley alone?
Do you see me or do you care?
My plea is that you respond to my questions
Please do or else I am…
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I just feel speechless but full of praise because the grace of God 🙏🙏🙏 in my life is too much when devil strikes in my life Father God intervene and give me strength I remember thinking of killing myself because I felt useless in this world and he bless me with a baby girl and Job yoooh I have lots of praise to Him Amen😭😭😭
I had a habit of asking myself those questions until a voice in my head said that "I knew you before I formed you in your mother's womb and I appointed you as my prophet to the nation" that's Jeremiah 1:5 but still I would have doubt in my heart then it will also raise Jeremiah 29:11 "I know the plans I have for you, plans to prosper you not to harm you, plans to give you hope for the future" then I will just have to agree with assurance that he can never do anything to harm me....that his No and Yes are both Positive....
God created us for a reason
Us as people we must have faith and believe in god he'll answer let's be patient