My dear love, I wanted to share
my thoughts, my feelings and
what makes me despair.
I want to share with you
what makes me happy, what makes me feel blue,
so you can sense that my love is honest and true.
Every day not a single minute
passes by without you in it
your skin, your voice, your body and your touch
all of these things, I miss them so much.
You are so present, so deep in my heart
and our souls, I just know, will never part.
But circumstance and distance can be so overwhelming
they close doors and create doubt and we start blaming.
There are actions of mine and I know that for sure,
that feel so wrong, though my intentions are pure
they are painful and impossible to bear
and you feel it’s all so unfair.
You can’t run from yourself,
there is no place to hide
it just hurts you so deep
it hurts your heart and your pride.
Then I worry that if I continue to stay
will it be wrong and will I be in your way?
I fear that I am not at all what you need
and that this truth will make my heart break and bleed.
Then I sit here and wipe away my tears
wishing you could kiss away my fears,
if only you knew how much
I miss and need your embrace and your touch.
I know I can’t hide from my thoughts and my fear
and I know at these times I don’t seem near
but you break down these walls
with the strength of your love
and then I feel blessed
from God above!
My love for you runs so deep through my veins
that I dream of you, in spite of the pain.