When I look back on the year 2021,I lose sleep. I still remember seeing you, laying there. Quiet, cold and lifeless. Drops of your endoskeleton covering the floor and the bed. I could feel the cold air piercing through my heart. I could tell that was the last time I was seeing your face. I felt betrayed and angry. How could you just pack up and leave?

When I look forward, I am grateful for what you’ve given and done for me. I have hopes and dreams because of you. You’ve turned tears into joy. I can now face challenges head-on. I still long for your love, but I know you’re in a better place. May your soul rest.