Why are you so unpredictable? The one minute everything is good, the next, things are up and down. Why? Is that what you really planned for me, lamenting even though I shouldn’t be.

Sometimes I blame myself for other people’s mistakes because I don’t know what to do to make them grateful for being around me. It is so hard to wake up in the morning when nothing encourages me to live.

It’s so hard to constantly endeavour to make things work, but it seems like everything you do is falling apart. I ask myself everyday “why?” but I don’t get a suitable answer for that. All I require is peace in my life and inner happiness. I really don’t want to see myself turn into a virtual recluse because of the what I’m dealing with in my life.


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