You left me while I was enjoying
your precious love.
You’ve gone to the wonderland
where there is no pain
where there are no tears
where you don’t have to think
of the future.
You are with God.

But, whenever I was not expecting you
you came.
You visited me
in school
at home
everywhere
every night, day, hour
and told me how much you love
me. I would cry the whole day
your memories in my head
each moment we had
in my heart.

Speechless is me when I think
of you. My tears, warm, come out.
I hold them inside, before they fall to
the ground.

I love you so much
and I’ll never forget you.
You will always be in my
mind, heart and soul because
you are important to me.

I was afraid.
as I saw you in a dream
because I knew that you were dead.
The cold wind from my window
started blowing at me
you stretched your warm hands.
I touched them
to see if you were real.
And then that secure and loving feeling I used to have
when you were around came back.
You started talking
then I realised that it was you,
my precious grandmother.

Never would I forget your deep voice:
“Cry no more my darling because
I’m always with you.”

I have heard you
your words
are on my mind.
I have to make a decision.
I don’t wish to disappoint you, nor make you sad.
As you said; I shall follow.
I promise you; you will never
catch me crying no more.
I’ll start saving my tears
for other things.
I shall cry
no more.